Words for thought

I was chatting in messenger, and I got this from a friend, which I think gave me power to keep on going, for whatever hardships I face in life

"sekuat mana pun godaan yg kita hadapi, sekukuh apa pun cubaan yg harus kita jalani, sebesar mana pun kegagalan yg kita rasai, sejenuh mana pun hari2 yg kita lalui, jangan pernah berhenti berharap pada Ilahi, jangan pernah berhenti berdoa kpd Rabbi kerana harapan adalah masa depan, kerana harapan adalah sumber kekuatan, kerana DOA adalah pintu kebaikan dan kerana DOA adalah senjata bagi seorang pejuang yang beriman.."

Thanks Kak Nah :)

Fall in love

I fell in love with this girl from the first moment I listen to her song. It was November last year, I was searching for video clip of my favorite couple - non other than Lucas and Peyton. The song 'Bubbly' was the background music for the video clip. And rather than watching the couple desirably, I found myself locked to the beautiful background song. I instantly downloaded the song, and listened to it consecutively. That day alone, I kept playing the song in my computer for about fifty times. The two months followed, I must at least listen to one of Colbie's songs per day, that's how addicted I've become. Colbie is such a young singer and writer, with great talent and her songs are simply perfect.


Here are some of the songs I love and recommend you give it a try:
Bubbly
Battle
The Little Things
Realize
Feelings Show
Circle
Older
One fine wire
Magic

Confession of a Broken Heart

Yes, there's nothing wrong with your eyes. This is a confession. A confession that maybe years later I'll be grateful because I do this - or regret of - either or at this point, it is the most (possibly) right thing for me to do

All these times I've spent is not a short period of time. I was grateful with all the things I have in my life back then before fate chose you to fit in it. And trust me,it's never a wise decision, logically it's just a waste of every single second of my life, but my heart - my heart is just something that will never listen.

Well, I guess it's been a long and painful journey for me. It has aged me, not just physically but mentally and emotionally. I've learnt to keep the feeling down, so it doesn't show. But sometimes it does, without you see it (or you pretend not to see it).

Because of this long and complicated journey, my mind become exhausted, my body is tired, and my heart is broken, and there's not much energy left although the journey is still long ahead. I have come to this point which I call LIMIT. And I can't be this cruel to myself and come to think of it - yes, I must put an end to this.

It's time for me to go now, it's painful but I have to let go. It's hurtful but it's something that I should have done long ago. I hope there'll always beautiful life ahead for me, just waiting for me to step into it. And yes, before I enter the new door, I must keep the one behind close. So I guess this is a goodbye, this is the end, and I hope the door is closed - and never again will be opened.


And the new one is entered.

BFF

Friend is one of the most important people in your life. In fact, a friend can just simply be the most important person to you. They may come in any type of forms, they can be your brother, mother, the girl-next-door, your teacher or your desk mate. As I grow up and learn so much more about this life, I begin to see how hard for one to find a real friend. People who can be real friends are the two person who understand each other the best, and when you feel sad or happy you want to share that feeling with them. But the truth is, your best friend can be quite annoying sometimes. The best example that I can give you is myself, I sometimes do stuffs that I simply know would make my friends pissed off, just to test how much they can stand me. Simply from that I can tell how much they care about me. I know, what a bad girl I've been but then that's how I found my best friends. Sorry best friends :) Btw, the picture above showing Hilarie Burton and Sophia Bush who play Peyton Sawyer and Brooke Davis in 'One Tree Hill'. They both are best friends on and off screen. Yes, they are also gorgeous (nodding) :)

The on screen on & off bff Blair and Serena from the show 'Gossip Girls'

My friends and I in 5th grade, when the trick of annoying them began to hit me.

One of my very best friends comes in the form of skinny girl (at least that's how she used to be :) she's so gonna hate me once she reads this!) who used to be in the same high school with me but we weren't as close as we are today at that time. Luckily, fate brought us together and I guess we were meant to be best friends, and I'm grateful for having her in my life. Best friends forever yeah? :)

The story of love

Most of the things in life (yours and mine) are pretty much influenced by love. In fact some of the reasons why I'm writing today is because of the love that I have toward these following characters. All three pairs are my favorite couples from my favorite tv shows, and for the love that I have for them, I would like the share it with the world.




Gosh, aren't they sweet? Didn't I mention how love can be heartwarming? Seeing this picture alone can make me feel happy :).

Anyway, let me just briefly introduce them to you in case you haven't heard of them before, although I'm pretty sure that most people would at least know one of the cute couples here.

Well the first one is the picture of Lucas Scott and Peyton Sawyer from the series 'One Tree Hill'. They are actually my top favorite among those three, although I find it hard to say this at times because of all three couples are so damn lovable! :). Anyway, their journey of love is best described as full of obstacles and can be heart wrenching at times, but in the end you know that they are simply fated for each other. It takes me 3 whole seasons to actually see them together even though their feelings for each other have sparked at the very first season. I know, what a wait but it's all so worth it :) . Uncertainties, misunderstanding and third person play important part on the reason why it is so hard for them to tell how much they care for each other. There is still no ending yet between the two, but like one of the characters in the show said "It's an epic love story", I'm so optimistic that they are going to be together at the end.


Fingers crossed


Moving on to the second picture, they are the couple from the hit series 'Prison Break'. The story of this two is much more complicated than the first one, as they haven't actually had a quality time together (except in the clinic when the guy received an insulin injection from the lady). Why is that? Because Micheal Scofield is a convict and Sara Tancredi is the doctor who works in the prison. Ever heard of a doctor falling in love with an inmate? I know, pretty interesting. But in this case, it's rather appropriate because the inmate role is played by Wentworth Miller, I mean who wouldn't fall for this guy?? :) There's not many scenes of them together but yet people can just simply tell they are deeply in love from the way they look at each other and treat one another. Just sweet :) I guess their story just present another definition of love, how blindly the love is and trusting each other is the concept that every couple should hold on to.


What do you notice from the third picture?


A hot, hot, hot young lady.

The blonde, tall and fair girl is Serena van der Woodsen, an 'it' girl form Upper East Side. She nails everything that she involved in except maybe love until she met Dan Humphrey, a lonely boy that comes from not-so-Upper East Side family. The different socioeconomic background might give you a hint that things are not going so smoothly for them, but up to this stage they still manage to get back to each other. This popular series of 'Gossip Girls' present the story of romance in glamorous life and for a sweet girl like Serena, she deserves everything to be with a charming and kind-hearted guy like Dan.

As for me, I would love to have someone to love me in any kind of ways like these lucky ladies had - except maybe it kinda hard for me to be in love with an inmate.

Well, if he looks like Wentworth Miller I might re-consider.


No, mom wouldn't approve that :(