Typical

abah (6/3/2009 11:19:43 PM): wat gp tow

dilla (6/3/2009 11:20:16 PM): br blk dinner hari jadi sain
dilla (6/3/2009 11:20:23 PM): wat gapo?

abah (6/3/2009 11:20:49 PM): tgk tenis

dilla (6/3/2009 11:20:57 PM): sapo maen

abah (6/3/2009 11:20:59 PM): serena main
abah (6/3/2009 11:21:43 PM): roger bru nk maen ni

dilla (6/3/2009 11:22:29 PM): owh roger lawey sapo

abah (6/3/2009 11:22:49 PM): monfils

dilla (6/3/2009 11:22:55 PM): hoh
dilla (6/3/2009 11:22:56 PM): sapo tuh
dilla (6/3/2009 11:23:02 PM): xajen denga pn
dilla (6/3/2009 11:23:08 PM): verdasco kaloh doh ko?

abah (6/3/2009 11:23:15 PM): bru nk maen ni
abah (6/3/2009 11:23:46 PM): monfil mene dgn roddick
abah (6/3/2009 11:24:14 PM): vdasco klh dh

dilla (6/3/2009 11:24:20 PM): ehh?
dilla (6/3/2009 11:24:32 PM): ish kaloh ko sapo
dilla (6/3/2009 11:24:43 PM): ni semi ko quarter

abah (6/3/2009 11:27:55 PM): kloh ko dvdenko
abah (6/3/2009 11:28:00 PM): ni quater bru
abah (6/3/2009 11:28:01 PM): dvdenko pom klh dh

dilla (6/3/2009 11:31:30 PM): ic ic
dilla (6/3/2009 11:33:15 PM): xleh view webcam

abah (6/3/2009 11:40:32 PM): tak tdur lg ko

dilla (6/3/2009 11:40:35 PM): owh
dilla (6/3/2009 11:40:39 PM): nk tdo doh ni
dilla (6/3/2009 11:40:42 PM): sakit kaki la
dilla (6/3/2009 11:40:45 PM): wat maen
dilla (6/3/2009 11:40:54 PM): tak hiley lg sakit
dilla (6/3/2009 11:41:01 PM): bekok sikik kat buku lali (*bekok = bengkak)

abah (6/3/2009 11:42:05 PM): abah duk tgok rer n monfy ni
abah (6/3/2009 11:42:26 PM): main gapo

dilla (6/3/2009 11:42:49 PM): maen netball
dilla (6/3/2009 11:43:13 PM): xstretching molek kali

abah (6/3/2009 11:44:31 PM): abh skit pingang,main boling

dilla (6/3/2009 11:44:48 PM): waah
dilla (6/3/2009 11:44:51 PM): boling pulop

abah (6/3/2009 11:46:23 PM): sajo jah main ngan puak opeh doh mene lain ore tak lwn blako dah,he2 (*puak opeh = geng office, *mene = permainan)

dilla (6/3/2009 11:46:47 PM): hoho
dilla (6/3/2009 11:46:52 PM): abah key biso (*biso = very good)

abah (6/3/2009 11:47:41 PM): he2 dok eh

Typical IM conversation between abah and me. Kami dua-dua pun suke tenis, suka cakap pasal tenis, suka gaduh pasal tenis :P. And yes, abah memang biso in many types of sport - football, volleyball, hockey, table tennis, tennis, golf. You can obviously see the inherited trait here (suka perasan part, not good in games part). And yess, I still heart V :P

Pining for Food

I blame the winter for this! (although myself is at fault as well)

I woke up this morning finding myself craving for 'Seri Muka' and 'Akok'!. There are two of my favorite 'Kuih Melayu Traditional' T__T. The worst part is I don't even know how to make them *cry some more*.

So I googled the recipes in the internet, and I found few websites that have the recipes. And they have images! *drools*. So I promise myself I will try to make this, although the chance for it to success is very low *sighs*

Seri Muka --> tengok gmbr pun dah tau sedap! :)

Oh another thing! I LOVE 'tupat sutung', a sweet
Kelantanese dish made out of glutinous rice stuffed in squid, and eaten with sweet gravy. I want this as well!, too bad i don't know how to make this either. Umi, nok tupat sutung please!

Ketupat sotong --> nak jerik teringak tupat sutung Umi!

What she's been up to?

I never really write something about what I do everyday, but I don't think there is any harm in doing so. Let's go for a change today, I mean a lil change is good ( I guess).

Lately, other than doing clinics and classes during weekdays, I've started playing netball and volleyball again in the weekend. I've played and loved these two games ever since I was eleven, and honestly going back to playing after three years break is absolute fun.

I have always been torn between these two games, when people ask me which one I find the best to play. I'll normally come up with all the reasons that I can think of - netball being such a fun game with all the running and hopping, while volleyball requires a lot more skills than just stamina. In the end, I can't still pick one and I'm not going to choose one today.

Quite honestly, I can vaguely remember how did I get involve in these two sports. I was never influenced by anyone to play any sorts of games, unlike my younger siblings who were sort of forced into tennis (blame my dad for that). My mother, who was once a goal shooter in her high school team (a revealing one I must say, back in her days people were still jahil about hukum agama and she had to wear a skirt, a short one) never encouraged me to play the game. My father who was in the volleyball team at that time (he pretty much plays all type of games my father), never once asked me to join any team ( which is so much contrast to what he did to my younger siblings now). My point is, I was not forced to play the game, I naturally play the games out of my own will and I guess that is why I find so much joy playing the games :D.

Looking back, I've done pretty well in both games although I've played more netball than volleyball in high school just because the training time was overlapped and I had to choose one. The ONLY reason I chose netball over volleyball was most of my close friends were in netball team, so there I was.

Three years break, little did I notice that my body is not as strong as I was younger. Although I believe that my skills have improved ( I might be wrong), looking at the countless bruises on my body parts, not too mention sprained thumb and ankle and bodyaches that I get everytime after practices, my body is progressively becoming less fit. *ouch*

Anyway, now that I get three weeks break before the match for my exam, I hope that I can get enough rest for recovery. I'm trying to be as much optimistic as I can but realistically, I do not put so much hope in winning the games. However it's the fun and excitement that I'm looking forward for. Bring it on NCG 2009!

I'll still write, even when it hurts T__T

The love letter

A letter for my beloved-superb-awesome umi, Happy Birthday!

Umi,
Terima kasih untuk 22 tahun ini,
Atas jasa dan kasih sayang umi,
Keikhlasan umi mengasuh La,
Kesabaran umi dengan karenah La
Hanya tuhan yang mampu membalasnya

Umi,
Maafkan La,
kerana banyak sangat susahkan umi,
selalu degil tak dengar cakap umi,
tak buat yang umi suruh,
ya Allah banyaknya dosa La pada umi,
tak cium bau syurga anak yang derhaka,
Astaghfirullah,
ampunkan La ye umi

Umi tau tak,
nama Azizah sesuai sangat dengan umi,
sebab umi memang wanita yang mulia,
dan terima kasih umi,
sebab lahirkan kak long, abe, kak chik, ami dan sya,
Alhamdulillah,
La rasa macam orang paling bertuah di dunia,
sebab ada umi dan mereka semua

Umi,
duduk jauh dari umi La rasa sakit sangat,
sebab tak ada yang faham La macam umi faham,
tapi kan mi,
sesusah mana pun La kat sini,
La kuatkan juga hati ini,
sebab La tau umi sangat bangga dengan La,
dan that's all that matter to me
dan terima kasih sekali lagi umi,
atas doa dan nasihat umi

Umi,
terima kasih yang tak terhingga
atas segala-galanya,
dan selamat hari lahir umi
semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati umi,
dan anak-anak umi

A new look

Yay!! Finally, the blog is pimped!. I've been wanting to do this ever since but did not really have the chance (obviously laziness is the main factor :P). I put quite an effort for this and spent hours (the stupidly slow running computer did not help at all!) of my supposedly prep time to pimp the blog (now I wish I get back all the wasted hours, I have an endo patient tomorrow and really have to do some revision for that!). At least something to make me feel better - I actually think that I did a good job (smug.haha!). Well, I love the new look and hope everyone here feels the same too :D.

(*boleh tak nk prasan sendirii.. :P)

So true

Love the quote on the wall. And yes, it's so true. Whatever :P

I'm out of words

"Sahabat sejati dan setia adalah lebih bernilai dari semua emas di dunia ini."

To have someone said this to you, it's a wonderful feeling- it made me cry.
I don't know how to write to express the feeling, but honestly it meant a lot to me dear

Thank you for being you,
Thank you Allah for sending me one of the most beautiful person I've ever seen, inside and out - how I miss you so dearly.

Now I'm out of tears.

Euphoria

The word that I can think of to describe the picture. I certainly miss the feeling.

25 Random Things

About me
(so I've been tagged in fb, but i dont feel like posting it there.too much publicity to handle)

1.I'm not good in languages. Malay & English. Speaking & writing.
2.My current obsession: spicy lemonade & Fernando Verdasco ;)
3.I get excited by little things.
4.I loovvee chocolate, and that is nothing new.
5.I'm scared of cats, but I don't hate them.
6.I write stories, but I don't think I'll publish them.
7.I normally sing along when I listen to the music ;)
8.I am very attached to my family, I still cry (a lot) when I'm leaving them.
9.My eating pattern is very much influenced by my emotion - I don't eat when I'm too happy or too sad. but I definitely eat a lot when I'm stressed.
10.I've had some tough time because of my eyes.
11.I loove Chloe perfume, but I think it's too much money to spend on a fragrance (I naturally smell nice anyway ;P)
12.I love to laugh. I might have offended some people because of this
13.I've tried so many hair products. Garnier Fructics, Vo5, Wella, Tresemme, Rejoice, Head & Shoulders, Elvive, Pantene.But I can't tell which one is the best. I just use them all.
14.I love jeans & t-shirts. But I do wear blouses and dresses now and then.
15.I love sports; watching and playing. Except cricket and golf~yawn.
16.I am surprised that I can still fit some xs tops considering...hrmm..
17.Tall, dark guys who has gorgeous smile makes me go gaga *wink*
18.If I were a gossip girl character, I would prefer to be Serena van der Woodsen than Blair Waldorf although I admit that Blair is prettier. Prettier doesn't mean you are better.
19.I love kids and babies. They are like the perfect toys,haha.
20.My mood can switch on and off, just like that.
21.I can play 'Fur Elise' with my keyboard. and that's it.
22.I have never ever truly be in love before :D (honestly the hardest one to write)
23.I don't eat durian. It's not the smell, it's the taste that I cannot stand.
24.My dad calls me Dr. sometimes, esp when he text me. Sometimes, I call my mom Kak Zah.
25.I am disorganized. You can find my notes everywhere. Well, that is if you can find them.

What can eyes tell?

What does this pair of eyes tell you?
Misery? Loneliness? Perhaps happiness? Well, I leave it to your interpretation.

I have gone through some really tough time because of my eyes. Mind you I'm not trying to blame the fate, because it isn't my place to do so. As a matter of fact, in a way I'm grateful that it happened to me because I'm beginning to appreciate everything that I have. Every single thing. And again I'm not saying that I was not grateful before. It's just that everything that happened has taught me many more things about life. So, thank you Allah. Thanks for the reminder. Thank You for the chances.

I think I'm in love...

..with this man.
^_________^ lols

Beautifully written

I am not much of a poet myself. But having read one in my cousin's blog, I fell in love with this one. Simple, yet beautiful; meaningful. Feel like it almost touches a deserted soul.

aku.penat menyoal.

Di mana?

Aku rindu

Saat kelam malam ini.

Saat sunyi merangkul,
memeluk jasad ,
jiwa dan seluruhnya.

Kau harusnya kan di sini.

Kau harusnya kan berdiri di tepi aku ini.

Merangkul menghilang sunyi,
memeluk menidak sepi.

lalu di mana?

di mana kau.

Credit to Asma' Nahdiyya (well done, dear)

Doors

When One Door Of Happiness Closes, Another Opens, But Often We Look So Long At The Closed Door We Don't See The One Which Has Been Opened For Us